Not even sure....

For the first time every, a trip to the gym didn't slow my thoughts.  I hope this doesn't become a common thing.

I remember when I was little, I used to like to look at dragonflies.  I thought they were the coolest thing ever!  Someone then told me they were poisonous!  I was a little kid....I believed this person!  I was now scared to death of dragonflies!  A few years later, I learned that, in fact, they were not poisonous.

Not really sure what that story means, but it kind of seemed fitting to all the thoughts that are running through my head tonight.

If they gym didn't help tonight, I'm pretty sure this post won't help tonight either.

This is probably the worst night I've had in a long time.  I don't write that for pity or to get 50 emails and messages that say "I'm here for you."  I do appreciate those messages, but it is not at all why I write the things I do.  Tonight, I just feel like I don't know much.  I hate not knowing things.  arggg this isn't going to help tonight.