I'm pretty tired tonight, but I wanted to write a few things before I fall out! I have decided I will not longer think about the rumors I hear. I know what I know from facts and being in the middle of the situation. I have a scenario in my head that makes the most sense to me and that's how I'll choose to remember it.
That being said, I have many friends that tell me I deserve to be happy. I agree. It's time to start shifting everything back to being happy for real, and not having to fake it. I've really worked hard to get where I'm at and really worked hard to become someone people actually enjoy being around. I never want to go back to being the person I once was a few years ago that only thought about himself.
I'm working 13 days in a row currently and getting every 14th off. Those are 12 hour days and wear me down! However, I had today off and tried to make the best of it. I stepped outside this morning to check on the temperature. The weather was perfect! I was going to mow the grass, remulch the flower beds and paint the back porch today. When I saw the perfect skies, I decided to drop the top on the car and head to Houston to run at Memorial Park! It was an hour and a half drive, but worth every second of it. During the drive, it was the first time in awhile my mind hasn't been all over the place. I was just enjoying the music and the wind blowing around in the car. At the park, I wanted to run for 90 minutes. I didn't do too bad, keeping a pace in the mid 8 minute miles.
Anyway, I'm pretty tired and the alarm will be ringing soon to get up, plus I need to fold clothes!
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