Stuck.

I know I'm lucky to have the friends that I do.  They always seem to know how to take my mind off things.  When they are not around, my mind always goes back to the same place.  I don't know what I can do about it.  I always once thought I could answer anything, or if I didn't know the answer, I could find an answer.  I cannot this time.  I know it has only been only a little over two weeks from what is weighing on my mind, but it seems I am not making any progress when I'm alone.  I get a lot of emails and messages from people (some who I don't even know) about this.  Some say "time heals everything," others say "it gets easier with time, but you'll never forget."  I know I never want to forget what I've learned, but ... I'm rambling and I'm not sure how to express what I'm feeling.

My friends have turned me on to a few new things.  Disc golf - just like golf, but you use a Frisbee instead.  Never thought I would enjoy this, but it's pretty fun.  Slackline - well, hard to describe, but it's here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDTwQGEeGZc.  I'm not good at it at all, but I'll get better.  Darts - forgot how much fun this can be.

Today was day #1 of training for a marathon too.  I had no idea where to start, so I downloaded an app to get me started.  Today's workout was just a 30 minute jog.  The app has voice over to tell you why you are doing what you are doing.  The workouts build each time and it said some of the workouts till take 4 hours a day.  I'm a little nervous about it, because my knees are getting worse.  I had been working on a joint matrix supplement, so maybe I'll have to keep pushing forward on that.  I'm probably going to spend the next two days in Houston.  I want to go to the rock gym one day and do more training at Memorial park.  I remember that park being pretty active for runners in Houston.  And of course I'll get all my Christmas shopping done as well!  Ok, the mind is a little more at rest and I need some sleep.